How hard it is to look at yourself in the mirror and do not like what you see? How hard it is to realize that no one will be there to rescue you if you fall? How hard it is to see that it is no one else’s fault, that it is only yours? How hard it is to realize that everybody else is busy confronting their own problems and that you also have to do it by yourself? How hard it is to get up from bed everyday and try to shut all the voices that start talking at the same time in your head? How hard it is to think that many people were able to be a winner and you are there feeling sorry for yourself for being a loser? How hard it is to see that you are just this tiny little self-centered ego who cannot look at bigger problems because you are so lost looking at yourself and being pitiful about yourself?
How hard it is to be alone? How hard it is to look yourself at the mirror and feel like you will not be able to get up from this fall? That you are ready to give up? That the only way to shut up those voices in your head is to shut yourself down?



